I apologize for my pessimistic outburst. Today has been really confusing for no reason at all. I guess it was just the little things that made me question everything. Boy, I sure am in a bad mood.. I know why.. Ahaha.. *grin* Cough. I got back from Kai's a while ago. We watched the movie Glory, it was cool.. Everybody was so cute! But, man, they all died! I got teary eyed by the end, but I didn't cry because I'd feel weird crying in front of three guys, haha. Then we studied a little, then everybody started calling people to go out with them, hehe. Then Robert and Jaden took a shower and left, and my mom came when Kai was showing me The Sims. Haha, it's so funny! I want it! But actually, it'd be detrimental to my health. Just like chatting, MUD games, TADS games, SimTower, Oregon Trail, and other computer obsessions left in the past, I wouldn't do anything for hours and probably wouldn't shower for a while. *cough* Yes. And the dangers would be more severe now, since I'm in high school. Yeah.. trying to control myself a bit better, hehe. Hm, yawn, oh crap!!! I didn't practice piano today! Damn it! And now it's too late! Ahhh! Must practice for hours tomorrow! Galalalaaaa. Let's plan on what we're gonna do for the rest of the night. Wow, I can't believe people actually plan their time. Like Robert and Jaden and stuff. Hehe, they scare me. Anyway, yeah, I have no plans, maybe that's why I can't get anything done! But oh well, too lazy to plan, and too lazy to follow a plan. So it's status quo right now for me. Right now I do know that I'm going to reply to a bunch of e-mails. It's so cool! I get a lot of e-mails now! posted by Melike at 22:08
God. Today is worse than yesterday, if you can believe that! Next week doesn't seem so good, either. I am so dead for the history final.. I've missed a couple of classes because of concerts so now I don't know the majority of the stuff. And I'm like literally falling asleep in class because so many other things are on my mind. There is nobody to talk to!! Oh, haha, what a coincidence, I'm listening to the Vitamin C song that goes, "I ain't got nobody that I can depend on.. just me, myself and I!" Paha! Okay, well, I'm gonna go over to Kai's in a couple of minutes to study history. Sigh. Then come home and do the history project, then the English project, then other stuff. I'm suffocating from a lot of things right now and the homework is just a little part of it. Stupid people. Right now I hate them all. In fact, I'm glad I'm going to Turkey to get away from here. What was I going to do during spring break anyway, sit at home all day? Heh, probably. posted by Melike at 16:36
Friday, March 30, 2001
Sorry I couldn't post yesterday, Blogger wasn't working. You know, today isn't a good day at all. Every other day I feel myself sinking down lower and lower.. It's really hard to have a positive attitude when so many things are pissing me off right now. I won't go into details because it will just piss me off. Damn it, I need to read 80 pages of history by 6:00. Ciao. posted by Melike at 18:44
Wednesday, March 28, 2001
I feel so stupid.. somebody just called from Macy's and I was like stuttering that my parents were busy.. What is up with me, why can't I talk?! Geezy!! I hate it when that happens! It's so retarded! Eww, it's my watch that smells! I thought it was my sweater yesterday but it's really the watch because I smelled it today too, and I just took off my watch and smelled it and that was it! Ahhh!!! *sob* Oh man, better start homework. I really don't want to do homework, man. I don't want to talk to people from Macy's either! I want to sleep. For a long, long time. But not forever! Hehe.. posted by Melike at 22:08
Hi! Okay I can't find much to say but let's see what there is to say.. Oh! I'm going to Turkey for Spring Break! It'll be so exciting because I'm gonna be seeing my friends I hadn't seen for 5 years! Yeah I go there during the summers, but most of my friends go to other places for vacation during the summer.. so now I'll be able to see them! Yay! Oh, the whole choir went to New York last night for a tour, they're coming back on Sunday.. I didn't go though because I didn't want to miss school. Besides, if I miss two more days I'm gonna fail my damn history class. Attendance counts! But I'm glad I'm going to school, I didn't want to go to New York anyway. Well, there's nothing else to say, really! Wow I've gotten really bad at blogging. It's because I haven't been writing for days because stupid Blogger wasn't working correctly last week. So it's Blogger's fault! See y'all later. posted by Melike at 19:53
Tuesday, March 27, 2001
Wow, I really am not in a writing mood this week! And I haven't started my homework, ugh! I'll write tomorrow... I promise, okay?! Wah. posted by Melike at 23:47
Monday, March 26, 2001
Yay, it does! But I'll write later, haha! Bye bye. posted by Melike at 22:37
I wonder if Blogger works now? posted by Melike at 22:32
Sunday, March 25, 2001
Hey I just came from a picnic with my parents.. it was cute. But when I got home I was sooo scared because the powers were out and I have a Spanish project to do on the computer! But now that the power's back I'm just procrastinatin'.. I guess there's nothing else to say here. Today isn't a really good day. posted by Melike at 20:22
Blogger is having a hard time posting my posts again. posted by Melike at 02:52
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