Hey, imood works! But I didn't change my mood, since I still feel the same way..... somewhat. Hmm.. I'll change it later! Anyway, I have decided not to use the word "gawd" because Robert and David hate it. *grins* I wonder if they were trying to tell me something.. *grin* Fine! I shall not use it anymore. *sob* Sorry I have nothing interesting to say.. I watched Rush Hour on the tv today.. it was funny.. now I wanna watch Rush Hour 2! I shall see it when it comes out! Aw.. how cute. Well, that is it for now. Ack.. must do homework. posted by Melike at 23:55
Argh!! Why isn't imood working today? I can't get to it! Well I'm gonna keep on trying until I get it, damn it! Man!! Yesterday was so fun and tiring! First, I had a French midterm in the morning, which went pretty well. I should have gotten a 100 on it, assuming that I didn't make stupid mistakes, like forgetting to change an adjective to feminine or whatever. But I don't think I made too many mistakes like that.. lol. Anyway, then a couple of friends and I went to see A.I. It was a really cute movie... but it was sooo long. They should have ended it on the part where the narrator started talking again! The part after that was bizarre, but at least there was more of a closure... but I think the other "ending" would have been just fine! Anyway, that little kid is soo cute.. I can just imagine him as a teenager! I can't wait till he goes through puberty! He will be the hottest actor out there.. *big grin* *cough* ANYway, then we went down to the beach to play volleyball, and that was pretty fun. Hey.... I wasn't.. that bad.. at least I could serve! It was so sad, because I couldn't serve at all in P.E... I mean, I could for a while, but towards the end I really screwed up all my serves. It was rather embarrassing. But I served so well yesterday soooo yay. Then, we went to David's for a barbecue and the food was so good!! Yummmm.. wmahahaha *salivates* I was in a weird mood.. David's mom saw the pyromaniac side of me.. then, inspired by me, everybody started setting things on fire.. *snickers* Okay.. then, we rented Antitrust and watched it and stuff.. that was a good movie too! Man, some parts were really exciting.. my legs got soo tired from trembling.. and no, I wasn't cold!! Anyway, I think I'm rambling too much. And imood isn't coming up. Grrr. I'll try later. posted by Melike at 16:09
Friday, July 06, 2001
I never learn, do I? *looks at clock* Okay, I was supposed to write in my diary, starting at 9:30, and I'd be in bed by.. oh, 10:30 at the latest (it takes me an hour to write in my diary for some strange reason.. I do a lot of reflecting). But then, I decided to call Soha first because I promised I'd call her tonight. She was talking to someone else and said she'd call me back.. so I started writing while waiting for her to call, and then she called, and our convos always take up a loong time, and it's really sad because I always plan on going to bed at 10 or something and end up going to bed at like.. 1! Which is not good.. because then the next day I keep yawning in French and I try to do it when the teacher's writing something on the board but I bet it annoys the people around me. Anyway, I got off the phone with her at 11 but then I had to finish writing in my diary.. because whenever I write, it's usually a necessity. That's why I don't care if I have school the next day or whatever, I had this one time when I was writing 12:45 in the morning on a Monday night. It's usually about something important because I update my diary once a month or something.. whenever something earth-shattering happens. Okay, you're probably gonna think that I'm trying to get you mad by not telling you what happened that was "earth-shattering." Actually nothing really happened this time. I just wanted to write because I hadn't written in it for a month and five days. I just need to write down my feelings in short (or long) intervals to check my progress, then read them in the future and look away and blush in shame or just laugh or something. Anyway, and now I gotta go to bed so bye. posted by Melike at 02:52
Thursday, July 05, 2001
Oh, and I got an e-mail from Mr. Rhodes! He e-mailed all the madrigals.. wow, I didn't know they were in a mailing list.. that's cool. Anyway, he said he was gonna mail out the Christmas carols we're supposed to learn at the beginning of next week, so I can't wait. *grins* Well, time to write in my psychic diary... don't ask... see ya later. posted by Melike at 23:34
Hey, turns out that we did have to have the ions memorized, but then I noticed that I already knew them all.. so I hope I didn't make any stupid mistakes on that chemistry nomenclature quiz. Well, I don't have homework tonight, except.. well.. there's a French midterm tomorrow, but let's not worry about that just yet.. :P That's it for now. posted by Melike at 23:20
I'm leaving for Chemistry in half an hour. I have a nomenclature quiz today.. I hope I do well. I have no doubt that I'll do absolutely fine if she gives us the list of ions, their charges, etc. Technically, we're not supposed to memorize them all until next week. She said we had to memorize it in two weeks, and that was a week ago that she said that. So I'm just hoping that we have that damn list. But you know what, today I tried to do them without the list and only got one or two wrong (and that's out of like 15-20).. Wow, I memorized most of the ions without knowing it. That makes my job so much easier when I "officially" sit down to memorize them. I'm still sort of scared though, but ah, I'll do fine. It's raining here! Well, it's not exactly pouring, but it rains a few drops once in a while. It's so.. refreshing. I can't wait until winter! I'm gonna wear all my furry sweaters and fuzzy pants, and wool skirts and stuff like that.. and boots! Although.. I wish it was sunny just now. I mean, it is summer and all and I actually want to go to the beach.. (Gasp! Me? beach? I know..) Right now I'm wearing a nailpolish that my mom made a while ago... it's such a pretty color! I bet she'd get rich if she sold it to like a nailpolish company or something. It's like this dark pink, but it's not neon and annoying like some shades of pink. Tis nice. I'm wearing all pink today. I guess the only thing that's not pink is my bra. Well.. I'm so sorry about that. I remind myself of Marianne.. *sob* Ah, French 1! Twas so fun!! That reminds me, I gotta update the "Cast" page because Jean-Pierre got a new girlfriend and she ain't in Pakistan! Ah well, too lazy, I'll do that later.. it's not like anyone who reads this cares about him anyway! posted by Melike at 18:11
Wednesday, July 04, 2001
Yay, I went to the beach today! It was fun, but I only stayed there for two hours because people started leaving at around 3:30! Geez. And the thing is, it was all cloudy and it got all sunny as soon as people started leaving.. *rolls eyes* Anyway, I got so tired from playing around in the water though, even though I didn't stay in there much. Today wasn't a good day for the beach, but it was fun anyway. Hmm. Man, I gotta start doing my homework. I just feel like slee.... ARGH not again!! Okay, something new, something new.. My parents and I went to an Italian restaurant for dinner.. I had chicken lasagna.. it wasn't too bad I guess.. I also bought a new bikini today, right before going to the beach. I was going to wear my old one, but my mom insisted that we get a new one.. so we did. It's really pretty though. Jocelyn said she tried it on, and, well I'm glad she didn't buy it! I always have this paranoia that people are gonna buy the same clothes as me and we'll both wear it to the same place and I'll get all embarrassed or something. Ah well. Okay, bye for now. Oh, happy 4th of July, yeah yeah yeah.. :) posted by Melike at 23:41
I just got back home from seeing Shrek with the whole group... Man!! Now, I haven't seen many movies, but that was the BEST movie I've ever seen in my life! It was all happy and fuzzy and... damned funny!! and romantic tooo... ahhhhh.. *melts* I'm gonna cry!! *big grin* I always get so teary-eyed after being exposed to large amounts of cuteness! Heck, even small amounts of cuteness. But hopefully not too small amounts, because then I'd cry at everything... I think everything is cute.. heh.. yeah. Something wrong with me there! I might go to the beach tomorrow.. hmm.. anyway, NO SCHOOL!! YEAH!! I can stay up late! Lol.. Pathetic, I know. But I like summer school! And.. and.. I got 100% on my chem test! Yeahh!! *dances around* Okay, well that's it for now.. *smiles* Aww!! *squeals at flashbacks from the movie* posted by Melike at 03:11
Monday, July 02, 2001
ARGH!! I was wondering all day why I wasn't getting any e-mails.. It's because my mailbox is 100% full! Eep!! So now I'm emptying it a bit. And from now on, I'm gonna download one e-mail for each new e-mail I get! Grrr.. So disorganized.. tsk tsk.. I grabbed 15 extra credit points in chem! Woohoo! Hey I drew again! Could it be...? But no... it's too early to jump to conclusions though. I think the Red Hot Chili Peppers CD helped me a bit though.. Yay!! posted by Melike at 23:09
LOL! I was looking through my Choralist mail and I found some really hilarious choir recruitment slogans! Such as... * It's true: If you're a tenor, you're a babe magnet! * Let's face it--you might as well volunteer to sing since nobody's ever going to pay you to do so. * It's exactly like singing in the shower, except you're not naked and people are actually listening. * Since you never became a pharmacist, you'll finally get to put to good use all those years of studying Latin in high school. And my personal favorite... * You say you can sing the melody loudly but can't read music? Two words--soprano section!
And also this little thing... Did you know that out of the world's population, 4% die attending movies, 8% die eating in fast food restaurants, 10% die in home accidents, 10% die in lounges and taverns. 13% die in bars, 18% die from smoking, 47% die from accidents, misc., but only 1 out of 75 million people die in choir rehearsal! As you can see, staying out of the choir may be hazardous to your health! If you are not a member of the choir, please see me for details on how you can be! Sing-cerely, Your Choir Director! posted by Melike at 16:50
Aw.. my French teacher was so cute today.. she was dressed in all pink! I like her clothes.. and I got a 100% on my first French test! Yippee! Oh man.. I really gotta study Spanish though.. I remember memorizing 20 different kinds of meat during the year.. now I know how to say pork chops in French but not in Spanish! Grrr... where is that Destinos packet.. Well, let's not worry about that right now. I don't eat pork anyway. My mom took me to Souplantation today! Yaay.. believe it or not it's the first time I went there.. yeah I'm a dork. *grins* Well, there's a first time for everything! And I drew today! In class! Woohoo! Don't worry, I absorb better in class while I'm drawing.... sometimes.. *grin* Anyway, I drew Bianca, Josh and Morgan, and Nex. And they were better than yesterday's stupid scribblings! Hah!! Could it be... is this the end of the dark tunnel of artistic slumpdom? Or just a flicker of hope until I get shrouded in darkness again? Well, let's wait and see what happens! posted by Melike at 16:27
Sunday, July 01, 2001
I am soaked with sweat because I closed my window and I don't want toit because it gets so damn cold inside. I looked at old drawings, didn't get inspired.. looked at older drawings, got inspired. Tried to draw, it turned out all weird-like. My characters don't look like my own characters anymore. Not even Bianca. Not even her boobs look the same. And I couldn't even scan it because the pencil was too light.. how pathetic is that? That's what I get while drawing when I'm all sweaty. I have also lost the ability to draw hot men.. You know how much that pisses me off? It pisses me off more than how I can't draw my own characters. It was my goal for years to draw cute guys, then I did it, and now I go through the biggest artistic slump of my life and it's all gone... so is my skill of drawing the hand, which, too, had taken me years to perfect. posted by Melike at 22:44
*ahem* I guess I'm not in the best of moods.. posted by Melike at 17:38
Okay, it's Sunday afternoon so I'm back. I think the French brainwashing has filtered out just a tad, but it's not enough. Oh well. I'm really tired and sleepy right now, maybe because I've been under the sun all day yesterday.. ugh. So healthy. At least I got a tan! Ack.. I gotta study for my chem test now.. *looks at bed intently* ..meep.. I think I'll sleep for a bit. Yeah, grr, I say basically the same stuff every single day, about how I look at the bed and think of sleeping. Man, what is the point of this thing anyway? Geez.. who the hell cares?! posted by Melike at 17:38
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