Today, for a certain period of time, something around me smelled like cooked chicken. It went away, but now it's back. Maybe there's something wrong with my nose. posted by Melike at 23:51
Friday, October 25, 2002
Today when I was going in the car, I really felt like grabbing a camera, going outside, and taking pictures. But then I forgot. Maybe tomorrow. No. Maybe Sunday. posted by Melike at 23:03
Thursday, October 24, 2002
Wow. I'd jotted down chickenscratch notes about my dreams the moment I'd woken up this morning. Not only is my writing almost illegible, I don't remember anything from the dream. I feel like I've preserved something special, but it isn't really. Maybe I should consider keeping a dream diary. It seems more interesting than I thought. posted by Melike at 03:07
I looked up the meaning of "almid�n" in Spanish, and it said it was "polvo blanco extra�do de algunos vegetales." It translates to "white powder extracted from some vegetables." And I was like, "This is crazy, what white powder comes from vegetables? Crack?!" And then I actually looked up the English meaning and it said "starch." I never said I was too good at riddles. posted by Melike at 02:28
I had something very profound to say, but I forgot what it was just as Id Blogger. Roar. posted by Melike at 00:29
Wednesday, October 23, 2002
The act of putting the cover back on my graphing calculator makes my arms feel so sexy. It's such an automatic movement now that my wrists are just fluid. Today I went to Linda's to record myself playing Debussy's First Arabesque. It took a few trials, but at the end I was amazed that I went through the piece without messing up a lot. To me it's like a miracle. But it was too much pressure for me to accept. I know I'm never becoming a performer. Heck no. Princeton'll be like, "Wow, it takes guts to record that and send it to us. Besides, she must have been under so much pressure to play it all perfectly. She can handle stress; she will adapt quickly to our rigorous curriculum. She's in!" Hehehe. Lalala! posted by Melike at 04:15
I'm slipping. There are entire days when I don't look at my planner. No.. I NEED my planner. I can never keep planners for long, but you don't understand. I simply NEED it this year. I'm getting sooo absentminded. posted by Melike at 21:32
Hey, I drew on my math book. I thought I'd never do that this year. Other than that, I'm really sleepy and confused about stuff. I'm mostly confused because I'm sleepy. *blink blink* Today I'm trying to work with a schedule; we'll see how behind I get. I'm probably behind already. posted by Melike at 21:28
You know in that one entry where I was talking about how I couldn't imagine ever being in the arms of anyone else again? Well. HAHA NOW I CAN HAHAHAHA
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