Okay, just to get things straight, I didn't get mad at you, Eva, because you betrayed my "privacy".. I was pissed because you blamed me for something I didn't do! That's slander! Well.. since that's written.. that's libel!! Wait.. is that spelled right?
Anyway, I've noticed that I often imagine David as one of those mystical half-man, half animal creatures. Last summer I told Jocelyn he'd make a good merman, and today I told him he looked like one of those goat people.. You know, half man, goat from the waist down, and they have little horns (I stuck sticks in his hair) and they skip around playing the flute.. or something. I can so see him like that.
Um, what is new today? I'm sort of mad because I wore this halter top, but it was cold so I kept my jacket on most of the time.. wah.
Oh, today I sang my solo in front of the class. It's this French piece. Everybody's doing the Italian one, only three people are doing the French one. I just wanted to be different, man. I got tired from listening to the same song over and over again. The French was hard to conquer though. Geez, it was like a tongue twister. But I got it and I think I sang okay. If I didn't tremble as much I would have sounded better.. but that's something I can't help! And I know there's no reason to be nervous, but I just am.
Ooh! Duh! I almost forgot! Today my mom and I went shopping for nail polish and make-up. I bought four colors of nailpolish and four eyeliners. Hehe. I've decided to start wearing nailpolish again. The last time I wore nailpolish was like back in 8th grade. I need to get used to putting on eyeliner. Right now it's just weird. Hehe, I bought four different colors and hopefully they'll match my clothes somehow. Too bad I can't change my nailpolish color every day! Oh by the way, while doing math, I accidentally smeared off the eyeliner I'd put on when I got back home. Then I was like.. "Oh.. damn." I guess I need to get used to not poking my eyes, hehe.
Hm, I got this uneasy feeling within me. I still need to do math and bio, then I gotta start on my history reading. I hate history. I hate reading history more. But what can you do. At least I'm taking it for 16 weeks and not for a whole school year.
I guess that's it for now. I gotta write in my diary again.. Grr. I could write for an hour, but who has the time? I'm soo sleepy! Hey, if I fall asleep now, maybe my parents won't wait for hours to wake me up because I gotta eat dinner! Mwahha! But.. no. I won't. Hey.. Soha was supposed to call me when she got home.. where is she? We're supposed to be meeting tomorrow for the math project.. I wonder if she told me to call her.. I can't recall.. my mom said that she'd call.. damn it. I don't like being unsure.
Sigh. I should at least do bio. I keep messing up in math. Hehe, don't you hate those days when your brain just stops and you just stare at the paper for half an hour? Not like I can't do it, I just.. don't feel like it.
Oh hahahaha my foot tickles because it's sleeping and I'm wiggling my toes.. ah!! Stop! *winces and wiggles around*
posted by Melike at 23:05